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| Complete surrender - June 2011 |
"Time always seems long to the child who is waiting - for Christmas, for next summer, for becoming a grownup: long also when he surrenders his whole soul to each moment of a happy day."
I am waiting.Things are happening in the background, and decisions are to be made here and elsewhere that could change our lives. It's exciting and my hopes are soaring dangerously high into the blue. Things could change completely around here. There is a long way to go still and disappointment lurks. I wonder if this is the right thing for me. It is a very BIG decision. We are already climbing the stairs but we can stop and turn around at any point. At any point we could be sent back down again.- Dag Hammarskjold
While I am waiting; I am going to be starting a new temporary job(next week); I am filling in a volunteering form; I am planning and scheming countless other small projects around the house and for my life (list to follow). There are many other possibilities and paths I can explore. There is so much else to enjoy! So many other people to meet and get to know. So much being to do!
It's all ok. I surrender!
I LOVE your last sentence, "So much being to do!" ... it speaks volumes... lovely short post...
ReplyDeleteSo what are you waiting for? just curious... something amazing i hope... as for volunteering? WAY TO GO!
All the best with the temporary job, the volunteering application and the projects that you have planned. Peace.
ReplyDeleteYou sound so excited about it all - I'm really happy for you. It's great when things change (if you want them to) because there really are lots of possibilities. Great good luck with whatever Fate has in store.
ReplyDeleteAww thank you. Yes I am excited! Lana I am waiting for something amazing yes. It is a scary place to be, whether the answer is no or yes! Exciting, heart in your mouth and everything on the line - especially if it's a yes!!
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